Anonymous asked: gah so many people message you on tumblr saying how much they love you and you dont believe a word. how?! these are people that care enough to go out of their way to tell you how amazing you are (and omg dont get me started on how much you are) yet youre still so sad (and yes i know for a fact that its more than one person messaging you). how did you get so sad? <3 xx

mm but i wish they would come talk to me at school, even just a smile from across the yard, i just feel so alone.. eh 

how did i get so sad?
well. around February, just after the summer holidays, when I came back to school rumors were going around that weren’t true, some of my closest friends stopped talking to me, i don’t even know. then there’s family stuff. And my grades. Then there’s me and my insecurities. The list goes on, but I don’t want to bore you.

Thank you for caring x x